It's weird waking up from a deep sleep...unsure of where or who you are for a moment until the sun pours through your window and you realize the cool sheets beneath you are your own. I feel like I've been in a really deep sleep for a couple years. I've let myself shut down. I have changed so much in the last 5 years, gotten so far away from the people I love that I convinced myself I didn't need them. (Except for S, the one constant in my life) It's funny how life sometimes gets in the way of living. I've decided my rut is over... I want to be and live a positive life, explore, absorb...be better. I want to wake up from a deep sleep knowing that I am exactly where I know I should be...
