I'll break it

What does it mean to break, to be broken. The dictionary says broken "physically and forcibly separated into pieces or cracked or split; "a broken mirror"; "a broken tooth"; "a broken leg"; break, well that one is "become separated into pieces or fragment."
We let people break us all the time, but today, today I choose to be broken. My best friend, the man I lived with for about eight years, he left town today. He is my best friend. We share a weird friendship that most people don't even try to understand. I have spent the last year getting ready to see him go. Today he went, and I am happy for him, but I am a little broken. A small piece of me will miss the comfort I got from having him so close all these years. He is smooth water, I am tidal waves. He is blue skies, I am a hail storm, he is a beautiful spirit where I am often lacking. He is my best friend, and I will take today to be broken. Today I will break where I need to, and then I will be fine, because if anyone in this world deserves happiness, it is him, so I will be happy for him knowing we have shared a friendship that no one else can ever imagine, seen things you can only dream about,share secrets the universe will only know. I will break for a moment, I will cry, I will not explain myself to anyone, and I will bottle the energy and be thankful to everything in me that I have known some one that has stirred this kind of love in me. We are family and broken pieces are easily put back with time. If you read this , I miss you....

I'm dancing in the room as if I was in the woods with you
No need for anything but music
Music's the reason why I know time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists

So I just put my arms around you around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me
My arms around you they're around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you they're on you

Elisa-A Time For Dancing