Drunk blogging

so today I kinda feel like a shit head. Maybe it's just a bad day, maybe I'm just being down on myself, maybe I really am an idiot and I deserve to feel the way I feel. Then again, maybe it's the wine. Work has been a turd this week, just not going how I want. Friends, well, I can pretty much flush that toilet, I'm a hermit lately. The few of you who are left, stay strong, perhaps I'll come around. hehehe. a pep talk to keep you all interested in the meager ramblings of a nobody. I'm gonna let myself sink a little longer, as soon as I'm up to my nose in this shit I keep spouting , I'll drown the pity I've been sitting in and be ok. Until then I'll just keep writing shit, and you, being the loved ones I know you are (you here) will keep reading it. I've been pretty damn sunny for the last couple of years, it's no surprise I need to crash and burn for a few days. All that happy in one place will damn near drive a normal person like me crazy. Deep breaths. a show of hands for the people that actually made it to this last line. goodnite self. I'm going to bed.